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So I am aware that my close people have dwindled in the the past year, well at least in their eyes probably. I still consider them close friends even though it's awkward when ever we hang out. I still love them but I am aware that I'm probably hardly a thought In Their mind. That's okay. I'm okay with that, I knew it was bound to happen. To be honest I realize that I'm pretty much awkward with basically everyone, I don't feel like I can act like myself with anyone but Aaron. Even being with Beth feels alien, half the time I don't even feel like I know who I really am. As far as I can tell I'm a pretty boring person who really has nothing going for them. It feels as though I'm stuck in time whereas everyone else is growing into awesome people that have stories that are worth telling.
It's a good thing that I'm a patient person I suppose. I'll wait it out I guess.

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